Tuesday, April 25, 2006

To begin, at the beginning...


After a rough year for our family, moving twice, a marital rough spot...we find we are pregnant with number 3 and are so excited!  All babies are a miracle, each time we've been ecstatic...but this time seems like such a miracle!  If the Lord hadn't moved our mountains in the last year, we wouldn't be here, this little one wouldn't be here!!  The girls are so excited and started putting bibs on each other...the only way a 1 and 3 year old know how to prepare for a little one :)
I did find a lump the other day but since "tissue is changing" and I've found lumps during my other pregnancies, always have been told that its just part of my body preparing to feed the baby...I'm not too worried.  I'm not sure why, I do worry about some things and the "C" word is at the top of everyone's list of terrifying things...I guess I'm not going to lose sleep over it until I find out there's something to lose sleep over...a dear friend tells me I would sense if there was something wrong with my body, other friends tell me I'm so young and healthy, they're sure its nothing.  I just don't believe any of us have any guarantees in this life, I appreciate that they mean well but they can't really say its nothing...God is good and that is not affected by any results I might get either way.